Monday, September 06, 2004you go your way,
il go mine
i need to be free
im so tired, tired,
tired of all this drama.
broken heart again
another lesson learned
better know your friends
or else you will get burned
-mary j blige ; no more drama
tday was a GREAT day. woke up and read an sms tht rli got me shocked? i dont know. it was so attituded. freak. so anw, thn all the normal stuff laa. mum clean up my room and storeroom thn keep chucking my stuff. go so irritated i went out of the haus. went with my sis to cut hair. she cut but i decided to keep so nv cut. thn she cut very short thn complain thn aiiyahs had cold war with her laa. cldnt be bothered cus she gave me attitude thn i heck and left fer sch.
40 mins of tutorial thn came back home. locked outside again. hate it laa. called my dad thn kana scolded whn i complained. he say it's my fault that i never say what time im coming home. thn i said locked outside is so NOT fun laa. thn superr sad. sat outside my haus and cried. came home and thn like shit laa. parents say my fault agn and that they rush home and i shld be appreciative. so i said cant just give me key issit? thn blah blah thn i just went my room and lie on my bed and cry while they went out fer a nicee dinner. cooked maggie. my first meal of the damn day. yeahs. that is my wonderful day.
freak. feels good to cry after everything happened. sigh. dont know what the hell you want from me. just tell me will you? stop the hints! and dont blow hot and cold at me cus i dont deserve this kinda shit from you. and i swear, if you call me, im just gna cry over the phone and shock the hell out of you. stressed ah! should i break the promise i made to myself? it's over. vrythg sux. LIFE ROCKS.
maybe il go canoe polo tmrw. something to look forward to. whee! (:
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